Emancipation

With Christmas around the corner New Year comes next... which makes me think on what I have done, tried and accomplished this year.

I'm not putting everything here into detail though hmmm there are just some things that I'd rather keep to myself and my close friends... ;D

1. Reached my last year in college.
2. Organized events I thought I could never do. when I mean events I mean BIG BIG events.
3. Travel.. finally set foot in Singapore I was expecting more though...
4. First experience with a true manghuhula. (Fortune Teller)
5. Witnessed a wedding of a close friend. (a first for the group)
6. Im not proud of this but I made a number of people cry.
7. Survived the grilling of a panel for our thesis.
8. Learned how to park cars and now trusted to drive around alone and at night.
9. Got a first real job. (OJT lang)
10. Taking my finals exam while still drunk or still had a hangover.
11. Bikini shot.
12. First time I got drunk wherein I don't remember anything that had happened.
13. Got my first ticket... was supposed to be a major offense but the guard gave in and gave me a minor one.
14. Enrolled myself to a gym.
15. Learned PHP.
16. Retired myself from leadership duties and focus on my life and studies.
17. Learned that once in a while act like no one is watching you.. its fun but hahaha be ready for tomorrow.
18. Have turned myself into a chat addict.
19. Earned my own money and has stopped asking money from my parents.
20. Watched Sinulog for the first time after more than 15 years.

My Weekend Fun

My Igaticious Nieces ambut asa na liwat


Swimming in the morning


Night Swimming Version


Burnt and ready to sleep para ready for the next day

BORING!

paid to do nothing that is! I badly need something to do or else Im going to doze off and that is prohibited here.

Things acconplished for this week:
- All the diagrams needed in our proposal
- Latex of our proposal
- enrolling for the subjects for next sem
- uniform exemption approved
- passed our thesis proposal documentation

Yesterday I was able to sleep at around 500 AM in the morning already. Hahah I let the group do all the printing book binding submitting on the morning (sun up) while I was sleeping. Well, good division of work and it was a success.

Since we have passed it already, with the approval signatures of our panel and Department chairman, It is now the starting point of our project. Programming here we come.

Since I will only be taking 10 units of classes for my last sem of my undergrad course plus six units of those subjects is I wont be attending the class I have a lot of time for my self next sem. Thats why me and my classmate/kaberks/office mate/friend/room mate/adopted sister have enrolled in a gym hahaha so our scheds goes like this OJT in the morning, workout at lunch time sleep in the afternoon skul and do project in the evening until dawn :D

PArt of me is excited to graduate but a part is still hesitant maybe because Im not sure of what the future will bring me. Its a start of being independent. Start of becoming part of the "working". MAybe its because of this fear or uncertainty of jobhunting. Face it! Getting a job is luck. Its not that Im too dumb to find a job.. I just want to have a job that is related to my field and not some other field amd also a job I can be happy especially the pay. I want a job taht can have travel oppurtunities. Now you get my point? hahaha the many demands and wants, I know the job is somewhere out there but you always got competition.

Another thing is I will miss my life with my friends in school. As a student you have a carefree life.. you can just not be present from classes and its okay.. its easy to spot your friends and time is always ours. When we start working its a great possibility that we would have different schedules. If some of us (one of them already is) will be based abroad or will be working outside of cebu then the possibility of meeting up and being complete is slim. But again life goes on... friends will always be friends...

As for today, I will be heading of to the beach. Yippe Ill be staying there for three days and two nights. Hmmm its like a kick off for me before starting our project. Haha and more pictures to take.. Im excited :D

Mood: Sleepy ("weak" rejuvenate me!)
Craving: Wasabi Burger from Burger Joint
Thinking: How the hell am i going to survive three more hours of staying here with nothing to do
Looking: for a certain person (personally or not)

My Head Is Killing Me!

thinking of going home and sleep... we'll see.. we'll see...

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things. Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments. You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it. You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle. You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

Here I am soooo early here in the office. Got nothing to do. They blocked my in house messaging system so what I do to communicate with my friends floors up or down me hahah their email system hahah in time I think they will be blocking my email account.

Now we're back in the game. Revising our thesis documentation and hmm thats whats keeping me busy for the past days. Messenger freaks... You'll know cause Im always online now. In the office facing the PC.. once reaching the house turn on the PC hahaah. People at home can't relate on what Im doing. My parents and sister think I might be a comuter freak already because to them I dont get tired facing in front of the computer. I think Im becoimg one uh-oh.

This time... its getting better and better each day...

Got this survey from canence

.Do u like to smile?
--oh yeah I really do but sometimes ppl say I frown a lot

2.Do u love music?
--yupyupyup Im addicted to it now when working

3.Who do u share all of ur most personal
secrets with?
--hmmm some things i really just keep to myself

4.Do u love to shop?
--believe it or not! No!

5.If u were given a chance to buy anything?
--a condo unit and a brand new car


6.Why are you completing this survey?
--to get me in to the mood before I start working for hours in front of the pc

7.The most:
a) grossest thing u ever heard?
--I dont... I cant imagine how gross it is until i see it

b) yummiest thing u ever ate?
--swiss chocolates

c) cutest boy/girl ever saw?
--boy: ay ay ay if you're close to me you surely know who it is *blushes
--girl: kayla... my niece

8.If u were given a chance to rule a place
or country, what would it be?
--the Philippines. I want to know if I can survive

9.The time you're confused the most?
--when you see me always smiling it means Im in a confused state

10.The thing that would make u like
guy/ girl?
--personality and the way he carries himself

11.Are u always happy?
--i try to be no matter what

12.Are u easily jealous?
--when I was a little girl, no one can beat how jealous I could get... I thought I would never change but a lot has changed

13.Do u always share drinks with a
boy/girl?
--i don't mind

14.Are u noisy?
--uhmmm yep when it comes to the right people

15.Do u like to give hugs?
--Im not too showy

16.Do u know how to ice skate?
--yup

17.Do u prefer guys/girls who curse or a
guy/ girl who loves to touch u?
--verbally abused than harrased??? hahaha

18.Are u a goody-goody or a notty kid?
--hmmm have to be goody goody to get away from something hmmm

19.Are you addicted to something now?
--buddha bar

20.Do you u get pissed or pleased when
people gave you a surprising moment?
--depends but i love surprises :D

21. Are u a complicated person?
--I think I am as what people say

What a way to start my day! I was driving to the office (yeah! I know its a saturday but we have overtime) and I've come to realize that there are many SUICIDAL people here in the Philippines and I encountered one of them today. He was on a bike and what does he expect??? me to stop eventhough my light was green... no wonder. If it weren't a sin I would gladly help him kill himself and the others who I encounter each and everyday!

And thats why I hate driving!

For the past weeks this has been part of my daily vocabulary Entity Relationship Diagram. Those words have been haunting me and I have come to the point that I have to finish it!

Same as usual read more ebooks and face the PC... This is my deadline. This is it!

Went out with my friends last night.. Ill blog more later and possibly post some pics... Meaning I have to meet my deadline and stop postponing it :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL!!!

Here I am waiting for about 15 more minutes here in the office and Im out of here. I'm going home for lunch and hmm sleep :D I love sleep (sleeping in the afternoon) and thats why I have problem sleeping at night!

Happy birthday Bill... hmm you're too far from us to make libre I know you never fail to treat us but since you are now based in manila hahay too bad.. :(

Same as usual I was busy the whole morning and for next week Ill be reporting for work on friday and saturday... double pay yiheee!!! But Im the only OJT who will be reporting since all of them are not from Cebu so it also means extra work. What the heck! Id rather be here in the office than make a pig out of myself... A week of lounging around the house is enough for me but a week of travel (vacation) wouldn't be enough hehe but Im not travelling :( I miss travelling... wait 'til i graduate hmmm

mood: happy
craving: spicy noodles
song playing right now: CRAZY FOR YOU

Busy Bee

Its 8 in the morning and Im already at work... and despite of all the things i need to do here I can't start working. I duno how the hell am i going to fix all these problems I have to wait for my regular counterpart. phhfff*

Just when my break from school began, my work here has officially started. Ive started working around 5-6 months ago, and believe me im being paid to surf the internet but that thing has officially ended... Im now bombarded with a lot of work and trainings. Im not complaining Im just adjusting hahah I know what I will learn will be useful since im graduating this march (hopefully) :D

These past days were fun, hanging out with two of my accomplices (jr and deanne). Chatting the night away. Asking stupid questions. Drinkin' our fave (I swear I could've lasted for two weeks). Daydreamin'. Eating fish cracker with vinegar on the side.. or lets put it this way drinking vinegar with fish cracker on the side. Thinking of the future. Contemplating on being instructors once graduated to just scare the students. Sharing advices. Wondering if any company would hire the three of us together. Editing pictures. Planning future events when I will have the house to myself in about two weeks hmmmm ;). Reminiscing on how the three of us ended up together and how we hated each other before. How we hate the fact that we are about to leave the university.

These things made me neglect TV. I swear I have proven myself that TV isnt my life. Before I could sit in front of the TV the whole day but now Id rather sleep or face the PC (now thats another problem). Ask me TV shows I watched before and I dont know anything about it anymore. Ive missed a lot of movies in the cinema. And the last movie I completely watched which was on pirated DVD was A Lot Like Love. Im wondering whether Im busy and have no time or have just grown out of the stage of TV and movies. Belive me I was crazy about them before. I could be lining up ont the first day of showing and make reviews to my friends whether to watch it or not.

My last sem in the university, and just feels like Im not really attending class anymore. The only day i could be found in school the whole day could be on a saturday since for the other days I have no class or ill just be in school for an hour. (Earth to Maia! There's no reason you wont be able to finish your thesis project you've got all the time in the world!)


Ummm My regular counterpart has arrived back to work... :D

PS im happy today I still had time to blog this sorta long entry... its been awhile.

Have you guys noticed it has been raining for the past few days??????? im guilty :D

A - Age: 21 but a child at heart

B - Band Listening To Right Now: Coldplay

C - Career: Student

D - Drink or Smoke: hardly

E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: Vanessa and Deanne

F - Favorite Song/s at the moment: Baya Baya

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Gummy Worms

H - Have a Girlfriend: Nope.

I - In love: you sure?

J - Junk Food You Like: Mr. Chips

K - Kids: none

L - Longest Ride Ever: Stuck on the plane for 15 hoours....

M - My Favorite Sports: VOLLEYBALL HAHAHAHAHA

N - Names For Your Future Kids: I duno

O - One Wish You Have Now: hmmm i know na :D

P - Phobias: Thunder

Q - Favorite Quote: "If you can't beat them, Chnage the topic"

R - Reasons To Smile: Happy

S - Sleeping Hours: er. i dunno.

T - Time You Woke Up: 6

U - Unknown Fact About You: softy

V - Vegetable You Hate: Gabi

W - Worst Habit: Always sleepy.. habit ba na?

X - X-rays You've Had: Chest, jaw

Y - Yummy Foods: BANANA???

Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Here we go again... I am now a candidate of LOOSING MY VOICE AGAIN!!!!!! but nothing can stop me from talking aw msn messenger nalang waaaaaaa..... BAYOT!!!!! hahaha

1. YOUR HOROScope?
-- Virgo

2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
-- single!!!

3. IN LOVE ?
-- you sure?

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT
BY THE PERSON YOU LOVED?
-- Serious?? nah!

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU
TURNED SUICIDAL?
-- no more family and friends left in this world.... or rather than be tortured to death

6. IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
-- YUP

7. COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
-- classic

8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT OR SMART/UGLY
-- smarty ass

9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP
WITH YOUR BF/GF?
-- single

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE
USUALLY FROM???
-- friends and textmates

11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS IN THE
OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- nah!!

12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN
YOU`RE DEPRESSED!
-- slee, read a good book, eat

13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
-- definitely cheerful

14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE
-- FUN

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY
KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE?
-- Nop I know someone knows the answer

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
-- I think

17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME
MISTAKE AGAIN? WITH LOVE?
-- Why not? making mistakes is good

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
-- not sure

20. GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST
DESCRIBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELING NOW:
-- Ngano ni enter

21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
-- yeah

22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- NO

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-- NO

24. MOTTO IN LIFE!
-- not my loss

25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT
SOMETIMES?
-- no! I laways end up HAPPY

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR A
FRIEND FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
-- not sure...

27. IF YES, WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT IT?
-- nothing

28. IS FAME & MONEY THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
-- hell no

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR
SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING?
-- I dont know.. Im sleeping

30. ARE YOU DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP?
-- NO!

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
-- whenever I have the time

Okay now i have time to blog. Im here now at the office having my ojt and as of now im doing practically nothing just surfing the internet :D School has finally started and hmm everyday my schedule is usually wke up for work starts at 8 then go home at 12 then go to school.

The past weeks had been fun.. me and my friends have found new French friends hehe so i guess we wont have any problem when we go to france hahaha :D

got to go since there's a party going on here and hmm you know hahaha

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GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

Im ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! you know y? 'coz Constantine is out of American Idol...

Heheh was supposed to post these pics a week ago but something went wrong... anyway here's some of the pics from my Singapore Vacation with friends....


Me with the Punjabi Guy (Raffles Hotel doorman)


Me and My Friends in A temple in Chinatown


On a boat ride along the Singapore River


Ready for The Night Safari


Me with Sir Raffles

okay vacation started before holy week for most of the students, but for me it just started this april.. at long last!

Im very unproductive these days... Im now officially a bum.. can't wait to leave for Singapore in about 2 days with hmmm mah friends.. can't wait to start my ojt... can't wait to see mah friends in school again... I guess this is what we would experience after weeks of sleepless nights doing our projects with a mix of chit and chat and eating sessions and adventures... we tend to miss them disregarding the agony of not being able to sleep (a miracle for a sleepaholic).

Since Im pretty bored I better recall what I have done for the past week:

March 30:
this is what we do best... doing things under pressure.. trying to finish our two projects.. kim and ronie here at my house trying to concentrate on finishing the two projects... the friendster replica and chatting from PC to PC slept around 5 AM the next day still not done

March 31:
deadline of both our projects... but hmm we're confident we didnt finish it... got a call from Lexmark need to be there ASAP for medical exam have to finish everything before I leave for my trip.. thankfully I did finish all the exams... and hmm made it on time back to school for our project checking... what project??? we're not even done....

April 1:
who could resist our charms.. we had an extension.. we're the only group left.. but ey we made it according to sir madz... we had accomplished a lot in our friendster replica project than all of the other groups well thanks to kim and regarding our chatting... (gi-career namu ang gui) thanx to ronie... amazing daw matud ni sir disregarding the bugs... self praising... because of this sir madz has now named us the JUSTICE LEAGUE who would've thought we could accomplish it after months of not being around during partial checking... after the no. of times we tried to run away from sir when we see him in school (believe me.. we literally run away from him just to avoid being asked about our project).. after all the classes we had wherein we arrive late and go home early than the rest of the class and you see us in the canteen in the middle of the class.... wait where we even attending our class??? hahah thats what I will trully miss... miss yah guys... 2 tulog na lang and we're leaving heheh

April 2:
Start of my vacation... woke up late then spent the whole afternoon until night time at SM for their 3 day mall wide sale...

April 3:
A fun day at the parlor and Attended a wedding.

April 4:
Uyyyy birthday sa ako crush before hahah I just remebered... as for today the only thing on my sched is a pre departure briefing before we're leaving for Singapore... and oooh that reminds me I better go.. have to do some last minute preparations....

til next time ciao :D

[ Last ] letter of ur FIRST name?
** E

[ Last ] thing you ate?
** piattos “sour cream and onion”

[ Last ] thing u drank?
** Yakult.. ok ka ba tiyan?

[ Last ] song you listened to?
** Let the Love Begin…. National Anthem hahaha

[ Last ] thing u did?
** download turbo c programs

[ Last ] movie you watched?
** Constantine

[ Last ] TV show you watched?
** Balitang Bisdak haha

[ Last ] person who sent you an sms?
** si sir van nag follow up sa mobot uh-oh…

[ Last ] time you cleaned your room?
** Im always neat btaw I cant remember

[ Last ] CD you bought?
** hmmm don’t buy cd… magpaburn lang

[ Last ] Travel?
** Manila 2 months ago…

[ Last ] word/s you said?
** hala guapo!

[ Last ] time you cried?
** last night…

[ Last ] person who you chatted online with?
** alex

[ Last ] person u added to ur list?
** i cant remember

[ Last ] website you browsed?
** friendster

[ Last ] time you shopped?
** Last Saturday

[ Last ] person you hated?
** cant remember I tend to erase them from my memory

[ Last ] person u were thinking of?
** hmmm... ;-)

[ Last ] time u felt sick?
** this morning… tear off my head please

[ Last ] person u chatted on the phone with?
** ipay at dawn hahaha

[ Last ] place you went to?
** kitchen

----Isa pang survey

1. coffee/tea?
COFFEE

2. tv/music?
tv

3.wine/beer?
wine

4. working/studying?
havent tried working but if you work you get paid, if you’re studying you have a lot of time to fool around

5. how do u go to work/skul?
car

6. cp/landlyn?
cell

7. are u addicted to sumthing now?
yeah

8. what?
yakult

9. do you smoke?
no

10. cig brand?
no gani

WHAT/ WHO WOULD?...

11. makes you smile/laugh?
my orange friend mercy, the RootOfAllThings “kirogas”

12. makes you happy?
a lot of things, even the simplest and littlest of things

13. makes you sad/cry?
when I see a friend hurting…

14. when was d last time you cried?
last night

15. why?
’coz everyone was starting to cry

16. when was the last tym you were so inlove?
matud nila wa pa kuy buot… btaw I am still challenged to find a guy who I would be willing to fight for.

17. how long do you take shower?
can be as fast as 5 minutes when late for class

19. do you collect something?
no
-----Survey lang daw (in short spam)
1. What name do you want to be called?
Maia

2.When & Where you we're Born?
1984, CC

3. How did you celebrate your last birthday?
With the family

4. Name 5 Cartoon Characters:
Spongebob
Daffy Duck
Tigger
Chuckie
Hello Kitty

5. Name 5 Places you want to visit:
Rome, Italy (everything)
Beijing, China (the Great Wall)
Cairo, Egypt (The Pyramids)
Paris, France (The Eiffel Tower what else?)
Moscow, Russia (Weird?)

6. Name 5 Things you do all the time?
Sleep
Eat
Drink
Walk
Watch TV

7. Name your 5 Fave Food:
Crabs
Shrimps
Dinuguan
Instant Noodles
Sashimi

8. What is your 5 Fave Movie?why?
Pretty Woman – A modern fairytale…
Home Alone 1 & 2 – I dunoo I guess I just really love Christmas
Autumn In New York – a realistic sad ending
Someone Like You – No matter how strong we are, we have to accept realtity about the old cow new cow theory. (Naa sad ni moments ihihih.)
Kate and Leopold – heheh who wouldn’t want that guy.

9. What is your 5 Fave Music?
Bongga Ka Day
Bulaklak
Chopeta
Ocho-ocho
Totoy Bibo

1. Three Words People Have Used to Describe You
-unpredictable, makulit, taray

2. What would your ideal Job be?
-something that pays me much and still gives me time to pamper myself

3. Do u think you are paid just right for ur job?
-oh im still a student

4. Which trait would annoy you most?
-great pretenders

5. What makes you feel alone?
-when i have nothing left to do

6. When sitting alone, what is on your mind?
-things i have to do but too tired to do

7. What is your ideal night out?
-hanging out with friends

8. What do u order in a bar?
-im a good girl

9. What colour is the walls in your bedroom?
-white?

10. What do you like people to say about you?
-ill never forget that girl

11. What about the boys?
-what about them?

12. Why would you wear the colour black?
-i don't but it makes you thinner

13. Who is the most important person to you?
-still searching

14. What is your favorite subject?
-math

15. You like movies that make you what?
-laugh, cry, reminisce, amazed

16. How do you feel about being in the spotlight?
-Im shy

17. Sometimes feeling out of control feels a little good. True or false?
-TRUE, true, true

18. The biggest mistake you make in dating is
-none so far as of the moment

19. Do u want to get things seriously fast?
-gives me the chills

20. How much would you be willing to change for the one u love?
-wouldn't change even one strand of my hair... live with it

Almost the end of the sem... time sure flies fast

Crazybeautiful! i really have nothing to write as of now... unlike before Im fine with talking about anything here but now Im not sure naman gud since murag daghan na kaaayo peeps mu enter heheh :D ayaw na anang love is shit uy.. its almost valentines

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i don't wanna lose you,I don't wanna use youJust to have somebody by my sideAnd i don't wanna hate youI don't wanna take youBut i don't wanna be the one to cryThat don't really matter to anyone, anymoreBut like a fool i keep losing my placeAnd i keep seeing you walk through that doorBut there's a danger in loving somebody too muchAnd its sad when you know its your heart you can't trustThere's a reason why people don't stay where they areBaby sometimes love just ain't enoughNow i could never change youI don't wanna blame youBaby you don't have to take the fallYes i may have hurt youBut i did not desert youMaybe i just wanna have it allIt makes a sound like thunderIt makes me feel like rainAnd like a fool who will never see the truthI keep thinking something's gonna changeBut there's a danger in loving somebody too muchAnd its sad when you know its your heart you can't trustThere's a reason why people don't stay where they areBaby sometimes love just ain't enoughAnd there's no way homeWhen it's late at night and you're all aloneAre there things that you wanted to sayDo you feel me beside you in your bedThere beside you where i used to layAnd there's a danger in loving somebody too muchAnd it's sad when you know its your heart they can't touch.There's a reason why people don't stay who they areCause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.