Emancipation

"I could promise to hold you, and to cherish you. I could promise to be there in sickness and in health. I could say ‘til death do us part but I won’t. Those vows are for optimistic couples the ones full of hope and I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic. I am not hopeful. I am sure. I'm steady. And I know I’m a hard man. Take ‘em apart, put them back together, I hold them in my hands, I am a hard man. So this I am sure you are my partner, my lover, my very best friend, my heart… my heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding I promise you this. I promise you, to lay my heart in the palm of your hands. I promise you… me." - Dr. Preston Burke

Almost deadline... And i still haven't started my list.

"Too often, the thing you wanted the most, is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken. It wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want." - grey's anatomy

I just want to share you something from my friend/teacher. No matter how much we deny what she wrote is true :)

From Maje:

silence is overrated

at the end of the day we just want to be with someone.

there are times when we are pushed into doing things we would never have done or believeing into things we never would have dreamed about. we say we value our space and we try to make a circular rule about us that never should be crossed by others. Invasion of privacy, keeping our defenses high ... but really some days i think its all crap.

but the truth is when were done with work, when all the pressure subside, when were left by ourselves beside brief moments before and after sleep, when we have that satisfying brew, when we have a chance to watch the rain, when we hear a great song, when we see a good view of the moon, or manage to catch the perfect sunrise, when we actually get high or low ... we just really wanna share it with someone. Honestly.

bottom line is we just want to stay close with someone.

right now ill say what i want because personally, i think, silence is overrated.